I Love the Alaskan Summers

Today it reached 80', I played outside with my kids and when joe got home he washed my van for me and I attempted to wash his car.  We have been talking about the whole pastor thing, and I had to be honest with him.  I love him so much and I know how much he wants this, but I dont think that I am ready.  I haven't been a Christian very long, and I don't feel like i'm spiritually mature enough to have that type of role.  There are some trivial things I am worried about as well, however they are trivial and not important.  He is hesitant now to move and go to school because we need to be on the same page, and I fully agree with that.....but when we actually take that step as pastors.  I figure from now till he graduates which is about 4-5yrs, the Lord can do a great work in me, maybe I will be ready by then and if not then who says we have to head a church right away? Who says there will even be a job offering right away?  I need everyones prayers, and I definately need the Lord to help me, and if this is his will right now, then to give me peace about the situation.  I know Joe will be a great pastor, joe would be great anything, he is so good with people.  People have told me that I would make a great pastors wife because I am honest and I have lived on both sides of the fence, this might be true but the responsibility.....yikes!